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Post by Matsi on Jan 25, 2010 16:44:14 GMT -5
Hinto laughed. ''There, my lady, is where our hearts are different.'' He said softly. He was flipping through his plans book, trying to figure out where he was supposed to be and when. He sighed.
''I have given up not being loyal to one girl and having a girl thats not loyal to me,'' He siad with a sigh. He looked over at her with strong blue gaze.
''I am a searcher, I will find something i need eventually...then again, maybe i wont,'' He said as he removed his shirt again and grabbed another black one. He slipped on the new shirt, and groaned as he realized that holes covered the front.
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Post by Cedar on Jan 25, 2010 16:50:20 GMT -5
Lane shrugged. "If that's a turn off for you, I'm sorry. I'm not willing to sit on my ass waiting for you to decide you want me, unfortunately. I tried that once. Wasn't worth it. He never came around to me anyways." there was a flicker of something in her eyes, a well disguised emotion. How long ago had that been? Too long. She'd never waited for a man after that. They were all useless, except for in bed. Then they were fun.
Lane smirked, "I'd be loyal to you. You'd be one of the very few that I'm loyal to. I'd be loyal to you." she repeated. If that would get him in bed, she'd tell him that she loved him and would never leave him.
Scruples? Who needed them when you had someone who looked that good standing in front of you?
Not her, that's for sure.
"Something? Not someone?" she snorted, "Searchers are the worst at finding things and people that they need. But I could help you."
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Post by Matsi on Jan 25, 2010 16:55:43 GMT -5
Hinto laughed. ''I have not failed a search in my 6 years of searching,'' He said with slight pride. He removed his shirt again. He walked towards his dresser, mumbiling to himself as he did so. He found a black beater and slipped it on. He sighed and smiled to Lane.
He approched her and leaned close to her with a smile. ''Want and need are two different things, darling,'' He said softly as he stood there for a moment, then stepped back and began to gather things up and put them on his bed.
He fell silent, occasionally sending a bright eyed look to her, then looking back at what he was doing.
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Post by Cedar on Jan 25, 2010 20:05:56 GMT -5
She smiled tightly, "You'll fail sooner or later. And then you'll come running back to me. Boys do, you know. Sooner or later, boys come for me." she didn't like it, that all they thought of her was as an easy lay. But that didn't mean she was going to change any time soon.
Lane laughed, "They're different, yes. But how different? Not very. If I want you, that's one thing, but how far does it go before I need you? When do you draw the line between the two?" she knew where she drew the line. Where did he? It would help to know a bit more about him.
She could feel his gaze on her, but Lane's gaze was locked on the window, she didn't want to look at him. He was going to play hard to get, wasn't he? Hmph, she still wasn't going to wait around for him.
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Post by Matsi on Jan 25, 2010 20:12:43 GMT -5
Hinto sighed. ''I will not come for anyone other than my sister and the one i will need.'' He said as he sat on his window seat again. His eyes were slightly glassy looking as he stared out the window now.
''To need. To need is to not be able to think about living without that person. The very thought of leaving them makes your heart scream out in pain.'' He paused as he flipped to the very back of his notebook.
''Want is just the feeling that you have to do all you can with them. TO have fun. To give into temptation,'' He said softly. He looked back over at her, his eyes were serious again.
''To want and to get, To get what you want, Happiness is there, until the end is near. To need is to find, to find is to need, Happiness is there, past the end again and again,'' He quoted and flipped back to the front of his notebook.
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Post by Cedar on Jan 25, 2010 20:23:48 GMT -5
Lane laughed. "Have fun waiting. I'm not waiting with you." she looked ready to leave at that point, and she headed right for the door, glancing over her shoulder to add a final thing.
"Want and need? They're both lies, you know." Yes, it was true. They were. Want and need, they were both things that were supposed to mean something. They didn't.
And then she opened the door and walked out.
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Post by Matsi on Jan 25, 2010 20:28:17 GMT -5
Hinto sighed. He felt torn, but knew it was best. He was not going to ruin a perfectly good girl, well looking girl, having her wait on him only to get him in bed once ever six months. She had a better life to look forward to.
''Glad that worked,'' He said out loud to himself slightly. A slight growling sound echoed in his chest. ''But why do i feel guilt?'' He asked himself. He closed his eyes.
''I will not cause more harm than i need to,'' He finally said.
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Post by Cedar on Jan 25, 2010 20:37:31 GMT -5
Silent dissaproval radiated off her body as she stalked along the halls.
Yes. Get out of here for a time. Find that boy, Jason, was it? And find someone who'd actually appreciate her.
Jeez. Besides, Hinto would come for her eventually. It wasn't her ego talking. It was the truth. They all did. There weren't that many pretty girls who were willing to get in bed with them. Especially the ugly ones.
But she never bothered with them, the ugly ones, that was. They were too, well, ugly. Hinto should've been flattered, instead he was being an annoying bitch.
...Could boys even be bitches?
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Post by Matsi on Jan 25, 2010 20:41:29 GMT -5
Hinto sighed and stood. He had better go talk to Maikoda. She was still probably mad at him too. He headed out of his dorm and headed towards maikoda's. He walked in without knocking, only to find her on her bed, still coloring in the picture that she was working on when Lane had left.
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Post by Cedar on Jan 25, 2010 20:48:33 GMT -5
A few minutes of pretending to look for someone, and she headed back to her dorm. She walked into the room, and though she did ignore Hinto and Maikoda, she headed right for her bed.
Just don't look at him, she counciled herself, a hint of sadness in her eyes as she opened the book to the page she'd it on. Don't look at him.
He's only the first boy who didn't want to crawl in bed with her when they met her.
Yeah, no. That wasn't working out for her.
She wasn't even reading the book anymore. Just staring blankly at the page.
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Post by Matsi on Jan 25, 2010 20:53:20 GMT -5
''Im leaving in two nights,'' Hinto said softly, not looking at Lane. Maikoda wouldnt look at him either. ''Where to now?'' His little sister snapped angerly as she broke the tip off of a grey pencil. ''SawTooth,'' Hinto admitted. Now Maikoda looked up at him, a heart broken look on her fair face. ''Your going home?'' She asked softly, tears forming in her copper eyes. Hinto nodded. ''I will be gone for...up to three months,'' He said, he shot Lane a small glance, but then looked back at his sister who was almost crying.
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Post by Cedar on Jan 25, 2010 21:01:04 GMT -5
Lane could feel him looking at her. Her eyes narrowed with fury, "Just shut up and leave, would you?" she spat. She still didn't look up, only a single sideways glance to be sure that he was looking at her.
"Honestly. If you're going to be a bastard, do it to someone else. Somewhere else." she glowered at Hinto, falling silent.
"Yeah, we know you're leaving. That's great for you. Now, can't you see that we don't need you here?"
Well, the we might have been a slight exageration. But she didn't like it when boys turned her down. It made her bitter. And angry.
Very angry.
And besides, he'd nearly set Maikoda to tears. If they were going to be roomates, she'd have to be nice to her. Or else she'd get moved again. And Lane didn't want to be moved. She'd hated it the first time. The second would be even worse.
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Post by Matsi on Jan 25, 2010 21:25:31 GMT -5
''Easy,'' Hinto said softly. he didnt look at her as Maikoda stood up and wrapped her arms around Hinto. Maikoda said no word, she only burried her face into his chest and tried to keep herself from crying. She wanted to go home so badly.
Hinto and Maikoda stood there for many moments before he made her go sit down again. ''I need to get ready,'' He said softly to her. He then looked at Lane. ''Can i talk to you, M'dear?'' He asked with a small hint of curiosity in his own voice.
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Post by Cedar on Jan 25, 2010 22:06:09 GMT -5
Lane snorted, pointing at her book. "Can't you see I'm reading? Go find yourself a prostitute. I'm sure you can find one who you 'need'" she replied sarcastically.
Okay, he'd really ticked her off. And if he called her 'm'dear' again, she'd wring his scrawny little neck. Lane glowered at Hinto.
"I hope you're happy." she sniffed, before turning her focus back to her book.
If she pretended she was reading, maybe he'd go somewhere else. And not bother her.
She turned the page, examining the words, though the words did not mean a thing to her. She was looking at the words, but they weren't meaning anything to her.
Lane couldn't believe that he'd turned her down. It had hurt her in animalistic ways that she refused to admit to herself. It'd been far too long since someone had turned her down, hadn't been affected in the slightest by her beauty.
It was shattering her self-confidence. Maybe no one would ever want her again? She'd probably outlived her usefulness. What if, what if...?
Lane found herself blinking back tears. This was all Hinto's fault, but somehow, she couldn't find anger inside her. Because it wasn't Hinto's fault, it was her fault.
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Post by Matsi on Jan 25, 2010 22:15:57 GMT -5
Hinto walked to beside lane's bed and knelt down so that he could whisper to her without his sister hearing. ''I am going to get you out of here.'' He said softly to her with a slight smile. His eyes glittered lightly. ''This is no place for a girl like yourself, this lab. So i will take you out of here. You can travel with me as long as you want, and if you want to return, you can return, but if you want to stay in the outside world, i know someone who will take you in and help you get a place,'' He said in a whisper. He looked over at his sister quickly, but she wasnt paying attention.
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